The way we live

 

 New #06

It is difficult to focus on NOW actually. We always think about future and past. I always think about my future. So I was always busy and I eager to do more and more. It is for my better life, but I realize that I couldn't enjoy my time. I couldn't seize the day and enjoy my daily life. I always do something hard and I wanted to be a better me. It makes me feel exhausted sometimes and I don't know how long does it take. 

Today I didn't plan at all, then I realize that It feels good. I didn't let baby sleep as I used to, I didn't do anything as I always planned. Just follow my husband. He is really opposite person against me. It makes me feel lonely sometimes, but today I feel appriciate to him. Because I could enjoy every moment. I just do something not planned at all, I played cooking game with my daughter and it was so stunning time for me. I didn't worried about anything at that time, I just live in THAT MOMENT. This was very special experience to me, and I realized that we should enjoy this moment more often. Thanks for my husband, thanks for my beautiful kids, thanks for all.